In winter arms

Winter has come to my mind
Lots of snow covering my soul
I’m frozen inside
I feel coldness when you’re not by my side
Winter’s embrace has arrived
I need to run away from this cold death
I can’t feel my senses, I’m paralysed
It has neither explanation nor sense

Waiting for the sun to melt my ice
With his warm embrace
To feel its warmth inside
Descending to reach hell
Take my hand and come with me
Desperation can be so lonely
How to understand myself
How to reach my consciousness

I’m asking myself why
But I have no answer
‘cause my life is empty
‘cause my heart is waiting
left on a corner

I’m diving so deeply
In my darkest hours
Denying what is real
And I want to scream
Can you see the best in me?
It makes me wonder
Make my heart a better place
Save me from my fear
Give me something I can believe
I refuse to be empty

I’m asking myself why
But I have no answer
‘cause my life is empty
‘cause my heart is waiting
left on a corner

I’m asking myself why...


Saphira